Sitting here on New Years Eve. I'm on the computer, Adam's playing video games, and Haley's texting. This has got to change!!! It's only 10:48 and I'm really wanting to go to bed. Tomorrow we're going to see a movie and lunch with Mom. I know eating out on the first day of an attempted diet is a bad idea but I don't want to let the kids down. Maybe I can practice some self control. I know a couple areas I really need to focus on outside of diet is increasing my water intake and quitting smoking. I asked Adam if he wants to go on a diet too and he seems skeptical but since I do all the cooking he really doesn't have a choice. I know that the dinners I have been cooking are much more nutritious than we used to eat, I just have to work on the things I eat when he's away. I keep thinking about all the sweets in the house right now and am considering throwing them away. On the other hand I think that these are things we can not afford to buy if we get a sweet tooth and give up on this whole diet idea altogether. Alright, I'm caving, I'm going to bed since Anikin has no idea it is new years eve and he'll still wake up at around 6 am.
