My struggle.

Sooo, yea not in the best mood.  I don't feel much for blogging, just throught I would come and tell someone about this.  I think that this time I am actually going to lose my weight and keep it off this time.  I say this because the other day, my sister offered me something.  I don't rememeber ehat it is right now but it was junk food.  Every other time i was faced it that situation.  Diet and offered junk food.  I used to say "I worked hard enough to afford a piece of that".  This time however I found myself telling my sister "No I worked to hard to afford eating that".  That is a change of mind which I am seing as I hit rock bottom and instead or repeating old wrongs that only landed me there in the first place I am trying a new way.  I hope I can do it.  Thanks for listening.