Diary of a Mad Fat Woman

I realize everyone has to start somewhere...but it's day 2 and I am frustrated.  

I have "skinny dreams" ... you know the type...you picture yourself running into old friends and wowing them all...I take it one step further...I picture myself sitting with Oprah, sharing my weightloss secrets...
But since her show is done after this year,  I guess that pipe dream will have to go down with her.

I want the pay off without any of the sacrifice.
I want to wake up thin tomorrow.  Today it seems like such a HUGE undertaking,  and even the thought of the work to come is EXHAUSTING to me.
I just ate 4 cookies.