First Day

I'm back and can admit that I need help. I have lost so much motivation. I'm still good at going to the gym....although my 6 days a week has now turned into 3 :( What can I do? In August when I first started with this   "new me" I was so motivated and ready to change. Now I'm back to eating unhealthy and not exercising as much (although I'm proud of myself that I'm still at least going to the gym a little) It's hard too, because I work at a daycare where my kids have to eat every 2 hrs...its hard to not snack with them. I try to keep myself busy, but I think about food ALL the time...I feel like something is wrong with me...is there? do you think about food all the time?? I don't even want to step on a scale to see how much I weigh. I feel bloated and gross....HELP!! What can I do?? I need support, motivation, and help!!!