I'm really gonna do it this time!

Today was stressful to say the least!  5 years ago today, I welcomed my oldest daughter, Savannah, in this world.  So, with me being on a diet, today has been torture for me.  Trying to make sure sure she was happy, and then having an end of year blowout at church-where the gourmet supper was hotdogs!- and trying to not overdue anything today since her party is Saturday, but not wanting to underdue it.  Not to mention my almost 2 year old throwing up in the car, carseat, herself, her 9 year old cousin, etc.  So what do I do when I get home, I ate a half of a Zero candy bar!  It's ok I tell myself, I didn't eat supper, so it is perfectly ok for me to eat enough carbs to outweigh my protien.  I am going to hate myself in the morning when I look down and see fat feet, fat belly, fat thighs, huge size 11 butt.  AAAARRRRGGGHHHH