I'm really gonna do it this time!

Well, I haven't weighed since Thursday, I didn't do too bad Thusday, but late Friday night, I had to make cupcakes for duaghters bday party.  FUNFETTI!  Yum, crap, why did I eat that.  Saturday, couldn't walk, ate!!!!!!  Sunday, OMG, I was so hungry by the time that I finally got home and done with church at 9 o'clock at night, I had 4 of the square pieces of pizza, one taco, and peach cobbler.  That was definately when the self hatred kicked in full force.  This morning, I still haven't weighed myself, I think I will wait until tomorrow and then just start over.  The only thing I have done right, is not drinking any sodas.  But Saturday I had 2 Sprite zeros, still not good for me!  So ok, my diet is totally blown!  I am on my way back to the track today, and tomorrow I will be on it again.  I don't have another bday party till July!