Just starting

okay so the past few days, ive been eating junk food junk food junk food. Ive been trying to lose weight for almost a whole year! i always give into junk food and delicious desserts. i have cravings A LOT. All i really want to lose is 10 pounds. Then i will be satisfied. I think this website will really help me only if i am dedicated. I always say to myself that i will lose weight but i never. If i lose weight, i will be the happiest perosn on the world. Right now, i am so motivated, and i wish that i was like this everyday. Tomorrow morning, i will feel like a new refreshed person, and forget about the past and what i've done. I only want to focus on the present and what i can do to make the future the what i want it to be. I think losing weight is the only thing that can truely make me feel confident and secure about myself. I know how everybody says that you should be happy with the body you have and you shouldnt change it, but wouldnt you feel more happy knowing that you lost the unwanted weight and you actually succeeded in your goal? thats how i want to feel and i WILL feel that way.