It's on like Donkey Kong!

So...today is my very first day blogging about my weight battle...but the hundred millionth day fighting my weight battle.  I have three good days and then I suck for two weeks.  Two more good days and then it's, "I'll start next Monday." 

I'm done.

I hired a trainer to teach me how to do things the right way.  I am extremely clueless when it comes to weight management math as well as to the names of machines and how to use them properly.  I am just now comfortable using the cardio machines and even they took awhile to adjust to!
 
So I have the trainer and I have the gym, now what am I missing???  Oh yeah...diligence, discipline, and motivation!!!  I should rephrase and say I've HAD the trainer and I've HAD the gym and have been a good girl about going (usually); however, I have NOT been a good girl when it comes to eating.  At work I am hard core and disciplined but when I leave work I'm tired and I'm driving past fast food restaraunts and if I manage to thwart of those cravings then I crack at 8pm when I'm bringing my son home from ball practice.  It's late, I'm tired, he's starving, and I give in.  Ugh!!!

With that being said...today is the day.  No more holiday excuses, (for a few months anyways).  No more ball for the summer.  It is now or never to set a routine and run with it.  

I am going to make  herbed seasoned chicken breast for dinner.  150 calories and 4 grams of fat.  I'll let you know how it turns out tomorrow.

Wish me luck...I need it!!!  I already feel excuse number one coming on...I'm getting a headache!!!