30 lbs weight loss blog

Well i haven't written in a while..and i had a long weekend of party foods.. it was sooo hard to stay aware of what i was eating bc i was nibling on everything. I just tried to starve myself until the party and then eat and then not eat for the rest of the night.. Haha.. i mean i had cake, beer, wine, meatballs, potato salad, I stayed away from rolls haha. I weighed myself today and according to my scale it said 148. If that's soo i'm soo happy because i'm still loosing a pound a week. I've been trying to walk every day at least a lil bit each day. I been working my butt off for a consignment sale. This week i almost made brownies and bought Hershey's bar b/c i think i'm getting my period. I got some carrot cakes but i'm gonna cut them in half and eat them a lil everyday. I walk with the baby and love it. She loves it. I'm extrememly stressed bc tomorrow is custody with my daughter and then on thursday is child support. I'm very nervous because although her father has been REALLY nice to me i know deep down he is a pathalogical liar and he is all about himself. He wants 50/50 so he wont' have to pay child support. BUT i did not come on here to rant about my personal issues.. but these are things that also lead to me over eating and make me non motivated to working on ME!!! Needless to say i owe it to myself to work on me.. and make myself happy for carrying a baby for 9 months, being healthy, getting my bachelors degree, and working my ass off to be a fantastic mommy<3 I love her more than anything and she is the apple of my eye, and joy of my life!!!!!!! She is 8 months. If in fact i did loose a pound at 148 lb. with 28 pounds still left to loose that's 28 weeks. which would be 7 months?? is that right.. damn that seems soo long!! but let's see that would be April... awesome any weightloss is better than no weightloss..

<3 anna maria