the start to a better me

Yesterday was my first day trying this website.  I had one pair of pants left and set out last night to get 4-5 new pair, to only end up buying one that I am still not sure about.  Actually had a break down, crying like a baby because nothing fits right.  They are either too tight in the thigh hip area and fit perfect on my waist, or fit perfect in the thigh hip area and are huge (where i don't even have to undo them to get them on) in the waist.  My first thoughts were "i should just stop eating"  but then I realized this is not the way to go, and if I can just keep motivated and track everything, I can have a better me, where I will be able to buy clothes and be happy... I have one week before I am going shopping again - which probably wont go any better, but it is a start... here's hoping...