mama's a chocoholic

Well once again failuire, way over on carbs and grams of fat, my heart feels crushed. i did talk the baby. my dog and the neighbours dog out today for a one hour walk, but with all the crap I ate today i should have been walking all day, and running and learneing zumba and doing every workout dvd i own. I hate this, i want to eat heathy, and feel good and energized. I want to be able to run with my baby and be healthy for her. Im asking you guys, where else can look for strengh??? I know I gotta do it for myself.. I know whats good and bad, but everyday i treat myself to something. When does the pregnancy craving finally go away? My baby now 4months old and i swear I've gained weight. Well let see what tomorrow has in store.