Day 2

well christmas is over.. and i ate like everyone else did. and i weighted in today at 207 so i have lost like 5lbs since i started. I AM GOING TO KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!! i cant fail on this.. i am 32 and so out of shape and on my way to being sick with heart issues and sugar problems if return to the way i was. Everyone asked why not wait until after christmas was over.. but the thing is you sit around thinking.. i will start tomorrow, i will start monday, or next month.. on and on.. its tough.. its hard.. you didnt get this way over nite and it wont fix its self.. you have to want it and work hard for it and make it a way of life rather than a diet.. its not something your just going to do for a while and stop.. because you cant.. i have told myself i'm not going to buy new clothes until i have lost at least 20lbs. and then i will buy me a weight machine as well.. i have my eye on one. i knew i was killing myself with laziness and food when i went to disneyworld my fav place on earth and i would get so tired from just walking.. i would have to go sit down.. i want to england, an on a cruise, and disneyland and new york city.. so many places to go and see.. and i am still so young.. i want to retire to FL one day and still be fit enough to walk on the beach not stuck in a scooter.. oh well this is my thoughts for today.. i hope to keep going and stay strong because i need this for me