Little Miss Porker

After a miserable day at work today I went to the Dr. It was not the news I wanted to hear...Although I had somewhat of a feeling it wouldnt be since the Doctors office called me because he wanted to see me. I sat in the waiting room what seemed like hours, the nurse calls my name I walk into the small sterile room she asks me to have a seat I sit...at this point my thoughts are making my head spin out of control. The Doctor comes in and sits down he sighs and says I have bad news for you he pauses for a brief second...You have PCOS he states and goes on to explain exactly what it is....and that there is no true cure that he knows of other then getting out of the Obesity range of women,and even then it could haunt me until the rest of my days. I am in disbelief at this point...I walk out of the Dr. office with a piece of paper in my hand to book an ultrasound ASAP...I did not relize how serious this could be...I go home to tell my husband the bad news he consoles me and tells me he will be my side through all of this...we have alot of the answers we were wondering in away this is a relief but still not the news I wanted to hear...my many many questions have answers now... Wanting to binge eat but not willing to blow my entire day just to make myself feel better for the second the food is hitting my mouth. Feeling awful Bella Rose