Little Miss Porker

I woke up this morning so early in order to drive my husband to work. He works in the oilfield and has such odd hours he never knows when he will be called in. We get the call at this point I already need to be up and ready by 7:45am for my own job...I am irritated wishing with had 2 vehicles but knowing its not foreseeable...I drag my 330lbs body out of bed and get dressed at the unwaking hour of 4am...My husband is in the kitchen making his lunch for the day...We drive to the nearest store for coffee...He gets out and gets 2 coffees and a redbull and 2 packs of smokes. I am waiting in the car I feel my stomach growl...Now I know I am hungry at this point...I look in my rear view mirror and what do I see MCDONALDS!!!!!! I know that he wont approve of me going there to sabotage all the hard work i have done so far. We drive past at this point my mind is spinning out of control telling me I want it and I AM GOING TO GET IT! I drop him off at work and head back into town...I see the golden arches but ahead...I slow down and switch lanes to get to the turn lane...at this point I have 2 decisions to go or not to go.... My blinkers on I have committed to the lane...I look in the rear view mirror theres no one behind me...I still make the damn turn. At this point its still on my mind to not go... I PASS MCDONALDS!!!!! OH YES I HAVE OVERCOME MY OWN THOUGHTS!!! I drive away alittle disappointed I didn't get my greasy sandwich and hashbrown. I turn to make a left and get back on main street...At this point I want to turn around but dont...I make it home to you all my blogger friends...and realize today will be a good day because I didnt eat MCDONALDS nasty breakfast and dont plan on it in the future...So glad I have overcome my thoughts...This is one hurdle on to the next :) Bella Rose