Memoirs of a fat chick

I weighed in today for the biggest loser and.... I WON!! Lets not get too excited, its just the weekly prize but its still an accomplishment!! Theres this douchebag at work who is also involved in the competition, so he motivates my continued weight loss out of spite! :P Today, for the first time ever, I even shared my weight with my husband!!?! Something I've kept a secret for so long.... it felt weird to say it. He's asked me before when we've done diets and I've always found excuses. "It's private" or "I will tell you if I meet my goal" etc... Finally he got sick of my excuses and stuck it to me. Why would I share with someone at work who is weighing me when that person who is a nobody, doesn't even have the same status as he does with me. It was a good point -- I couldn't argue. So as shameful as it was, I spit out the number. Momentarily, I felt like he was taken back. Maybe he was shocked I finally told him... but regardless he loves me the same and if anything is more supportive to help me with my goal! So Im off to the gym.. keeping the routine going. Im sending positive inspiration to all my fellow online weight loss buds!