It's so hard but has to be done

Ok, so I worked all day today (which usually doesn't happen cuz I'm at home with my kiddos) so did not feel like working out when I got home.  Now I am regreting it so I guess I will work double hard tomorrow.

This whole diet thing is paying off at least this week...I lost 4 lbs.  I just hope that I can keep it up.  I am so hungry most of the time.  I crave junk food so much that I am dreaming about it.  How very sad is that!
Maybe it will get easier the more I do it.

I am currently searching the victoria secret website for a new bikini.  I think a pic of what I want to wear this summer to the lake may help my motivation.  Can't hurt.

More tomorrow