Memoirs of a fat chick

Well, I've given nothing short of my 120% this week! I went to the gym every day expect for Friday. I allowed myself a break because I shoveled the driveway for 30min. My hard labor replaced the gym. But on Sunday i shoveled the driveway again and WENT to the gym!! Pretty proud of myself. In 2.5 weeks I have lost 20 pounds!! Tomorrow is our weigh in for biggest loser at work, and Im praying the work scale says Ive lost at least 4-5 pounds since last week! I know the home at scale says so! :D I find my habits are forming... Im going to the gym daily, drinking LOTS of water, and being very good about calories and carbs. Checking labels, etc. Im kinda surprised I havent fallen off the band wagon... but I have my goal in sight. Id like to be 230 by the end of January... that will mean I have lost officially 35 pounds in a month. NO CHEATS. I can see my goal in the future... its kinda blurry, like a fiscade in the desert but Im positive I see it!! I can then wear my skinner pants. Lets not get ahead of ourselves... by no means are the "Skinny" jeans.... but they are smaller for me!! So thats a plus! Hope I can inspire others to join the uphill battle with me!!!