I don't want to be average.
Thursday, March 10, 2011 at 10:50 PM filed under Weight Loss postings
I have always felt Vanilla, plain, average. I hate it. I want to be special, I want people to ask what I do to stay in such good shape...
I grew up playing sports, was a healthy/athletic 130 all through high school, then after school stayed around 140-145. Then suddenly I lose my job in May of 2010. I am now up to 163 (that is so embarassing to say) and I hate my self image. I despise looking in the mirror. I used to work a job that had me literally walking at a fast paced around a 50,000 sq ft building for 8+ hours a day to now I am sitting at home for the most part.
I snowboard, mountain bike, play softball and just took up road biking (I want to do the STP soon which is 200+ miles) and I also Hike. I love being outdoors but can't seem to control myself at home when it comes to food. I love candy... I have never admitted that, but always seem to make that my sweet of choice. I also just eat too much now, It's like I don't know my limits for some reason.
Whenever I start my diets, I always go nuts for like the first two weeks and lose a bunch of weight, get all excited, then POOF, I just stop. No idea why...
Ugh... first blog, not too bad... Feels good to get it all out!
