Committed...In a Good Way

I count my fiance as my personal trainer and my biggest enemy.

I know Thursdays are my cheat days, but it's been officially Friday for over two hours and I am sitting at my desk feeling guilty for having a mini vegetarian egg roll and two meatless chick'n nuggets.

It's moments like this when I wonder where my will power is.  My main support system for this new lifestyle should be myself.  It is SO hard though because living in a house with someone who is working on building muscle and gaining weight is difficult when I am trying to lose a few pounds and just tone up what is already on my body.  Sure, it's all well and good when we're in the gym together aiming toward one goal.  But when we come home and I have a protein shake and a piece of fruit and he eats the refrigerator, I get so frustrated.

Ugh, this will work out for me in the end.  I will be healthy and fit and so will he.