My Life

Well here we go. I am a 24 year old single, stay at home mom. I am a student of an online university. I had my son in 2006. Before I got pregnant I was about 160lbs, and got up to about 218lbs. When I had my son, I was still with his father, and getting used to being a first time mom, I was comforted with food. Since I was home all the time, when the baby would nap I would eat jsut out of boredom. After a horrible breakup in 2007, food was there for me. And has been there since. I dont have many friends. Sine I had my son at 19 turning 20, all my friends were going out and living their lives and I was stuck at home and we have just all lost touch. Even now I can call and ask if they wanna hang out and they make an excuse. So I dont bother. I have never been a fan of exercise. I would exercise for a week then blow it off. I cant believe I have allowed myself to get to 240lbs, but I need to stop it. I am putting my health in danger, as I have a sedantary life style, I want my son to grow up with a mom. I want to show everyone I can lose this weight. I want to do this for me. I hate who I see in the mirror, I hate shopping for clothes, Hell I even hate getting out of bed some mornings. I cant live like this.