The road to getting better

Well it’s been a long time since I bloged and even tracked my stuff. All I know is I fell off the wagon. I haven’t used my balance ball in weeks and I found myself ordering food from a take-away place with out my family knowing. I hid the trash till they were not home and throw it away. Looking back at how I’ve been acting I would have to say I am food addict. I got married march 11^th 2011 and just recently started to go to a church with a friend of mine. When I started noticing my clothing choices for church were slim even though I have a closet full of clothing. Was when I noticed my weight was coming back on. I no longer want to eat the way I do, Also I haven’t seen a doctor yet for my heartburn issues that have carried on for more then 6 months. I’ve started to watch dr. Oz in the after noon and it has made me want to start working at my weight again. It’s more then time to see a doctor and for me to get my eating issues under control. I’ve been emotional the past few months and I’m really looking back at it. I attribute a lot to pain I’ve been dealing with mentally and physically. I’m working on making my self better as a person and as a wife. I’m stopping here and seriously going to give this a try. Thank you to all those who give me points of views and ideas.