hi, i guess this is my blog. this is the first day of my journey for a healthy weight. I've been over weight pretty much my whole life- but these last few years i just cant seem to stop gaining-i have no metabolism and little confidence for myself to think i will actually exceed at this. I get depressed about my eating and it makes me not want to try anymore. i get the feeling im all alone and the only thing i feel i can do well is cook, so, i cook. And eat and glutton myself till im full enough to pop. im unhealthy, and ive had little to no support about it my whole life, i just want to get better.