My first steps
Tuesday, November 29, 2011 at 11:17 PM filed under General postings
Been feeling down on myself for a few weeks now. I use live in the gym and now I can't seem to pull myself together enough to get out of my own way and set foot in there. Feeling depressed about it and the way I've allowed myself to get when I know I'm better than this.
I've decided to just go day by day and allow myself to make mistakes because I know I'm capable of greatness. This morning I weighed myself and came in at 210 lbs. I hope to get to 150 lbs. That is my ultimate goal. I just want to be healthy and be able to look at myself and be happy with the person I see in the mirror. So tomorrow, no more bullshit. I'm hitting the gym. It's my day off and my little bday. No better day to start the rest of my life. Right..?!
