Synthetika

Well, I've never used this website to its full potential, so I didn't realize there were blogs. I'm not sure writing in this will help me, but I have no reason to think it won't, either, so I'm gonna give it a shot. I've decided, once again, to lose weight. I know I've done so countless times, but I think this time will be different. There are a few reasons for this: 1 - I've reached my highest weight ever, which should really be motivation enough to change my lifestyle, drastically and immediately 2 - For the first time ever, I'm in a relationship, and I want my lover to be proud to be with me, and of course to find me attractive 3 - After reading about online weight loss contests, I've found one that I want to enter as soon as I come up with the money, so once it starts, the faster I lose weight, the greater the chance I can get some money, which is kind of a big motivator since I'm so poor 4 - My current job is something I can do a lot better without extra weight 5 - I've finally started to get back into sewing, and I have not only some cute clothes, but some cuter ideas, that won't fit me until I get significantly smaller 6 - I've lost 80lbs in the past, and although I've obviously gained it back and more, I choose to take this as a sign that I *can* do this 7 - I just dyed my hair some cool colours, which I haven't done for about a year, and now that I'm back into doing my hair, I want my body to look good to go with it So yeah, that's pretty much it. Not much else to say, I guess, except here we go again. And this time, let's do it, kids!