Is it Possible?

I have always been a bigger girl. Through out highschool, no one really noticed me becuase we live in a society where skin and bones is what everybody wants. I have never been skin and bones and i will never want to be that way. but since we do live in a society that likes that it kind of makes me self worry about my body. i have never been happy with the way i look and its time for a change. ive tried so hard for the past three years to get down to the weight of 145. I used to weigh 180 and now im 150, but these last 15 lbs is whats killing me. Its like i cant win for losing. I started going to the gym and working with a personal trainer and i also started to change my eating habits so we will see how this works. i am very excited and can use all the support i can get. I work with a bunch of ladies who are all on weight watchers and i feel why pay so much for something you can fix yourself and i am going to prove to myself and others that it doesnt take money. Just self control and commen sence. Good luck to all who are on this journey with me. Its not going to be easy but no pain no gain right?  :)