*Sigh*
So what I feared most actually happened: as soon as I made the decision to be more interactive about this weight loss journey, I just stopped. One day behind turned to two days behind, turned to three and then before I knew it, 84 days had passed and I'd forgotten my username :-/
*Sigh*
The hardest part for me is that I started this journey with someone else and in a big way I know I've let her down. We are supposed to keep each other accountable, have each other's backs and here I am, slipping. Major slipping. And I can't even say if my slope is bottoming out yet. I did take a huge step in the right direction though: I committed to running a half-marathon!
*EXCITEMENT* :)
I am sooo excited about working towards this goal and it brings me right back to MIAMI! I honestly cannot wait but I am a litle worried about the training. What if I can't do it? What if I completely and utterly fail?
What if I don't?
That's the what-if that's motivating me towards this goal and on this journey. And it may be a journey I'm meant to take alone. I can live with that.
What this little piggy needs to do now is buy some running shoes.
