Let me start by telling you I have never ever been thin in my life. I have 4 sisters and i am by far the biggest. I am known as the "big sister" always have been! I want to change because i have been through SO MUCH! the past few years and i deserve to have this one thing!
Fell in "love" with a guy in high school at the age of 17. Thought he was the one for me got ingaged at 21 and broke up shortly after because he "fell in love with my younger sister. Yeah i know "Really?" She isnt like that thank God!
A few weeks after having my heart ripped out of my chest and stomped on, I decided to get back in touch with an old friend from high school. Needless to say by this point i was stupid, depressed and pissed off. So i dated this guy for about 2 months when i relized he was killing me emotionally. Telling me things like oh your gonna be hot when you lose all that weight. Or we can get you some bigger clothes because i think your gonna pop the bottons off. and so on. Then he begins hitting me blah blah blah you get the point.
Well after 5 months of horrible experiences dateing this douche bag i find out im pregnant! Yup i know "Really?" Well i was scared went to my parents for my birthday told them then go back and find out he tried sleeping with my sister while i was away! Yup same sister. Obviously she said "Hell no" and told me about it as soon as i got back.
I left him and am now raising the prettiest little baby girl who is almost 7 months now named Evie! Raising her by myself and feeling like the only thing im good at is being a awesome mom. But its time i get into shape and start feeling better about myself. I am thinner now then before i got pregnant due to breast feeding YAY! lol but still wanna loose about 35 pounds before Christmas and hoping i can find a decent guy if their is such a thing. Any ways prayers are needed and appreciated!
