Ok am scared out of my mind, because I know what is going to happen... I will do good for a week and than give up. I have no support system around me. my family loves to eat, they push the food when your happy, sad, mad what ever the mood is. I know I want to do this but is the will power really there? Have I hit rock bottom with my weight? PLEASE someone help me someone support me, somone be there when I feel like am about to give up!.. I want this so bad that I can see it in my dreams. even my 11 year old son tells me mommy you can do this. But it's hard being a stay at home mom with a new born baby and taken care of a daughter with 24/7 care. Do you know the stress that is? and when I stress I eat. I need to walk or something when I get stress instead of eating or sleeping.. I hope someone out there hears me!!! So welcome to my 1st day!!