Holy crap on a stick! That can't really be me in that picture, right? I mean, yeah, I know that I have put back on a few pounds lately, but there is no way it could be all that much. Right? Right?!?! Yep, here comes the cold water of reality...I started paying more attention to short term pleasure than to long term revelries and I put back on around 30 pounds of the 65 I had lost last year. Well, that just sucks.
So I quit. I quit living just for the taste of whatever meal I am sitting at today, I quit thinking only of how much pleasure it will bring me in the next 5 minutes and ignoring the tears it will cause when I see myself in pictures later on. Done. Time to find that wagon, and climb back on it.
I just hope I don't have a long walk to find it, because dang it, I am too out of shape to go chasing wagons right now!
