I want to start a new journey yet again with my war on my weight! I have several reasons I want to lose weight and get healthy! however, this time it is for more of a lifestyle change and healthier lifestyle than it is to look "normal". although I will admit to wanting to look something like what the girls look like on the beach, magazines, tv and everywhere else you look! I am mainly doing this to lower my blood pressure, be able to play with my children, hike in the mountains without running out of breath, and to feel human again! also , i want to make my man sneak looks at me and grin to hisself! this is for me and my loved ones!