SABOTAGE!
I can't say I knew it was coming because to be honest the days in between these post become so muttled that sometimes I feel as though I just stream-line these blogs. I think it's the fact that too my stamina and tolerance are starting to build stronger that it makes me feel as though everyday could be better. It's a perplexed continuum to have your mind beat its self over the head.
But I have been facing the stress of family, moving, and then there's parties in between that have been throwing me off.
I don't think I've done anything too incredibly bad but I'm sure my calorie intake has been a consistant 2000 and I haven't been working out as much as when I initially joined the gym either.
It's funny though because although I feel like I'm doing horrible and in reality my success has taken a turn for the worse, I can't seem to give up on myself. I have been taking free hour long classes at the gym in addition to meeting with my trainer and have begun running with my dog at night all within the past few days. It can only be my hope as a Christian and the will power I developed before I began to slide back that has sustained me. It like either my momentum kicked in or the same stamina and tolerance that makes me feel bad about not doing good is also motivating me to keep trying, either way I'm just glad I have another 48 weeks to prove myself.
