This is it, I just want to give up on my diet and never blog again because I feel like I just can't stay committed to my wieght loss goals. I know I didn't have any specific ones listed on my blog but at the same time there was a focus to spend a year losing weight and that's just not done with cake eating, chocolate snaking and trips to Olive Garden.
Yesterday I ate around 2500 calories and was notified that my personal trainer at the gym I belong to was let go. And I just felt like if there was one thing that was going to keep me consistant with my commitment it was the fact that I could depend on meeting with my trainer at least once a week.
I just feel so lost.
I don't know what this year is going to bring but blogging about it has made me see how quickly each week goes. I guess the only thing I can do is check-in every Saturday if for no other reason, to just keep me motivated. So no more sob stories about what I can't or didn't do, it's going to have to be a little more loose and best efforts from here on out.
best thing this week: that I'm beginning to exercise more on a daily basis
worst thing: loosing my trainer
