Not exactly on the website, but I've been here before. I've been super motivated to start and maintain a weight loss regime where I saw results and began feeling cocky. I would give up once something monumental occurs and I would forget about it. Well, two months ago I lost my best friend since childhood to cancer. She was my main girl, my sister from another mister, my everything. She inspired me and motivated me beyond belief, but my emotional eating has caused about 20 lbs of weight gain. I was stable at a high weight, but I was stable. I was eating too much sugar, not enough meats and it has been detrimental. My friends and family have all noticed a rise in weight gain and I am tired of being in pictures and hiding myself behind angles. I really want the willpower to keep this up as long as I can and motivate others who may fall short of motivation. It takes more than seeing someone's results to get me motivated or inspired. While this works for some, it does not work for me so taking that route is not beneficial. I would love a fitness trainer or someone who can make me more accountable for my weight gain and my weight loss as it occurs. I think this route would be best for me. I hope to have more than one blog entry about this because it is important I am here for as long as God allows me to be and not cut off years of healthy living because of my obesity.
I pray you all have a wonderful weekend and I will speak with you soon!
Blessed
