I gotta get there

Hi. I just read your blog and I have to say that I'm so worried about you. You can cause all sorts of harm to your body and digestive system. For one you're starving yourself. You're not letting your body get the nutrition it needs. For another you're not losing fat so much as losing MUSCLE. You're losing weight because you're body is canibalizing itself. Yes, you're basically causing your body to eat itself. Plus, vomiting causes all sorts of irritation to your esophagus and throat. That's acid that you're forcing out of your body with the food. People who have bulimia often get holes in their esophagus which can lead to all sorts of problems. Even death if it gets serious enough. I can totally understand the urge to lose weight. I'm about 50 lbs overweight at the moment. I totally get wanting to lose the weight. I feel terrible when I look in the mirror. But I know, and I feel you know it too, that destroying your body is NOT worth it! As for having a moment