hit rock bottom!!

ok so my dad bought the insanity program and i added the rocking body program on to it... i love it!!! It challenges every muscle to the core, and im already seeing results on the fourth day 3 pounds... my energy level has spiked and i feel like i can push my self a little harder in other things... plus it since its hard work i find my self making better health decisions cause i dont want it to be a waste of time!!! hoping in sixty days my retest for the program will show awesome results..

The hardest week EVER!!! I have managed to work in an hour of walking a DAY!!! I havent lost anything yet but im starting to feel a little confident that i might be able to do this... hanging in there and hoping for some results soon!!

Ok so we've all been there, where we see that really big person and that evil little voice in our heads say I'll never get there... Well I I've gotten there! I started a new job at a hospital where they premote healthy living and staying active so I jumped on... only thing is it's kinda got me depressed! I weighed in at 266 and a BMI of 43%!!!! I never thought I was that big! It kills me that I have let my self go! So here it is: