This past Saturday was a high calorie day for me. Ever since then, I've been struggling to stay within my calorie limits. I can't seem to satisfy my hunger. Today is a
rest day for me and I can just feel the weight piling on with every bite I take. Am I stress eating?? Possibly. I feel hungry and no amount of water will fill the gap. I have a speaking event coming up Thursday that is going to be very hard for me to get through emotionally. Am I eating because I'm bored? Possibly. The hunger is still there. Right now, work is a waiting game with very long hours. Am I obsessing? Possibly. It's like I'm becoming afraid to eat but yet I just can't seem to tame the hunger. I feel as though if I don't exercise every day (with no time off) every calorie I eat will turn in to pounds gained. This is not only a battle of the bulge, but a battle of WILL and a battle over hunger. I am going to have to find a way to conquer. Hunger is my worst enemy. Please Lord get me through this week...............
