Feel like I'm in a Catch 22
Sunday, April 11, 2010 at 9:48 AM filed under General postings
When I was exercising every day and over doing it, I was losing weight. When I realized that over doing it was detrimental to my body, I took a few days off to recover and started to gain. Nope... can't let that happen. Now I'm easing back into exercising and making a few changes to what I was doing. I'm going up/down 1 pound and not holding the loss or progressing with any more loss. Losing weight is a battle and right now I'm tired of fighting the battle. This doesn't mean I'm going to start eating. It just means that I'm tired. My legs hurt from the squats. My body is tired from the exercise. I just want to let my mind go "blank" and not think or do anything. Sleep. Yeah. That will put me where I need to be right now. Maybe later today I'll feel like "waking up" and get some of the things done that I need to do. Right now I'm just too tired to care.
