anyone out there
Saturday, May 22, 2010 at 4:14 AM filed under General postings
I'm just not feeling it today! I've decided to do the lap band procedure because I have done this dieting thing over and over . I'm never gonna succeed ,and this is a much healthier way as opposed to gastric bypass. you don't lose the weight as fast and as drastic, therefore you can still do exercises to help with weight loss. I'm not giving up .I still have to stay on my dieting until my surgery sometime around November. I hope I 'm making the right decision.At this point and time it will offer me the help that I can't seem to do on my own .I don't socialize or get with my friends anymore,don't like to go out in public. People are to judgemental and unkind to oversized people alot of times. Although I'm lonesome at home and get depressed which really screws up eating habits, I prefer lonesome over the stares and embarssing moments that you don't fit in the only place left to sit or you can hear some of the remarks that people make, sometimes I think they do it on purpose. I wonder if they(the size 5-6) realize that we are aware of the problem because we have to live with it everyday and it bothers us too. So there it is folks, my sob story for tonite, maybe tomorrow I'll stop feeling sorry for myself, but right now---ain't gonna happen......gotta go, feeling Hungary!!!!!!