well I feel like I've turned the page on a promise I made. I swore I would never join a fitness/exercise club. Guess what the FAT GIRL did today????? She joined a club...I said I would NEVER go to one of those places, but my two friends at work and I found this 24/7 club to go to after work (at 2:00 am) NO ONE is there, and that is fabulous for me cause that was my biggest fear, that people would be looking at me and and I would feel them staring, so now I can do more to help myslf and I'm excited ! Get back with me next week after I'm totally POOPED and can barely lift a fork to my mouth,(which would be a good thing, right),ha. last week I was ready to give up and got depressed, this week I won't have time for that,maybe I can turn my Depression into Agression at the club .wish me luck....