weight loss journey

Week two did not go well...mom and dad were here and so I did not get to eat well (unfortunately I did try but failed horribly) and didn't really keep up with my exercise.  I got in my three days of exercise this week, just it wasn't the way that I would have preferred.  I tried hard to eat well with them here...the night that we had pizza I ate a huge helping of salad first...apparently the pizza was a lot higher in calories than I realized.  The next night I had hot dogs, which weren't so bad but I shouldn't have had two.  Then, Greg made an amazing roast and I ate a lot!!!  I drank wine twice (had two glasses one night) and drank pop almost every day.  Ugh...was not a good week for eating. 

I am hoping that tomorrow's weigh in isn't THAT bad...last week I gained two pounds when I tried really hard.  I have no idea where I am at this week.  I do know that I am bloated because I should be starting my period.  However, I am really hoping that I don't because then it means that I am losing body fat. That would be awesome!  I will say that my clothes are fitting better...Greg says that I should just be happy about that and not worry about a number.  I know that he's right, but I am really stuck on that number.  Plus, when I walk past a window I can still see the pooch for a belly.  I hate it...it makes me feel fat and unattractive.  That thing needs to go!  I have been doing yoga for abs when I walk...tonight I am going to do crunches and stuff to try and make it work faster.  I am trying...I just don't feel like I am because I am not seeing that number move the way that it should!!!