Overcoming PCOS

Today I've decided to commit to being true about my food consumption and my activities! I've been straddling the 300lb weight mark for 8 years! I've lied about every attempt to loose it successfully!  I've decided that  there is a smaller person lurking inside of me that is aching to show me what healthy looks and feels like!  I pray that God will hold me to my commitment and allow my heart and mind to remain in the right place!   Every day weight loss surgery makes me feel like I could have it just like that! But I noticed that in order to even deserve such a curse/gift I would have to change my lifestyle completely!  Nothing is going to quickly make this weight go away! I must steady my course and in 1 year from now I should have lost at least 48 lbs !   Which would leave me at 245lbs!  Year 2 would leave me at 197! And Year 3 would leave me at 152! I;I'm sure looking at this from now seems so far away but I'd rather be on the other end of those numbers instead of 150 lbs heavier! I am what I eat! And from now on I'm eating healthy! I know there will be slip ups but I'm going to finish this time! I want to have children, I want to run and play, I want to wear a pear of stilettos without my feet aching due to weight!  So here goes!