My Senior (weight loss) Trip

   Ending week one and more angry with myself than anything.  Just why didn't I do something about my extra pounds sooner?  How can some areas in my life be so controlled and  successful when other people's wellbeing depend on it?   
   It seemed easy this week to say 'no' to the fresh baked chocolate chip cookies my daughter made or to walk past the sugar filled isles at the grocery.  So maybe, willpower isn't the issue,  Taking a deeper look into myself,  could  it be  I don't feel deserving?...mmmm...I will have to think on that for a while. Everybody else first and me last....oh my goodness .....'female martyrdom syndrome'...I'm becoming my mother. I swore I'd never do that.
   Anyway tonight I will go over last weeks entries and start to look for the areas in my diet that need tweaking.
I just can't become my mother.  All used up and empty..........