JESSICA

I`m fairly disappointed in myself for letting myself get this far into weight gain, especially with summer right around the corner! I was trying on last years summer clothes... and some of the shorts I can`t even do up! or if they do do up, it is a major case of thunder thigh and muffin top! I just want to feel good this summer, walking around in just a tank top and shorts. Or when I go shopping to be happy with what I see in the mirror. I went shopping just last week and I couldnt even fit into my usual size 9!! Ive entered the double digit in pants size.. Not a good feeling. Im looking to lose about 15-20 lbs in two months. Yes, it sounds very unrealistic but i know even 10 lbs of weight loss will make a huge difference!!!