Where did 40 days go?
Wednesday, April 27, 2011 at 6:20 PM filed under Diet & Nutrition postings
Ok fell off the wagon. 40 days since I last logged in. I am sure if I stuck with it I would have lost a further 7lb plus. But hey, I am back. 2lb heavier due to the lack of effort, but could have been a hell of a lot worse.
Have been up and down emotionally in the last month, hence my lack of focus. I guess today I feel like, who am I hurting but myself if I don't stick with this.
Furthermore, I have always felt that I am quite confident with the way that I look in general and I guess in a way this has made me lazy. But for the first time in a long time I went out with the girls and felt really fat, actually not fat, uncomfortably fat and not sexy at all. Not only that, I look in the mirror and not only look fat, but look older...not good.
35 this October and would be nice to wear a LBD without a shawl or cardie.
Oh and Dad is getting re married next year in Jamaica, so lets see if I can wear something gorgeous and pack a bikini for the holiday.
Exercise is my saviour and when i'm on it my body looks great, so today a pledge to self to get back on track with my exercise routine and start eating properly.
Need to love me again.
