Day One with Ron
Monday, February 27, 2012 at 9:49 AM filed under Exercise & Fitness postings
So today is the big day.... I'm going to begin a diet and workout plan with my boyfriend. I never dreamed that life could be so concise with my plans for it. I guess once I gave up on my own "plan" and relied on God, things start working out. I am so thankful for Ron and the wonderful life that we share. I know yesterday I probably came off as a Debbie Downer, but I wasn't unhappy... I was just content. I guess when you go from being "over the moon" to being "comfortable" there is a transition in which you don't look so elated. I don't mind, I'm sure everyone will see how happy I am in my persona. I don't have any expectations for this evening except to give my workout 100% of my focus. Ron being there is a benefit for sure, but I believe that he'll have respect for my work ethic only if I'm able to give my routine 100% of my attention. I have to keep in mind that Beretta deserves my committment to her and to our life together this summer. Ali deserves my ability to commit just as much as Beretta does, and I deserve to be happy... which I simply won't be if I can't ride. No amount of love will take away my desire to be one with a horse. I hope that Ron understands this and that he becomes more comfortable being at the barn. I just want him to be part of something that brings me so much joy and to just be able to appreciate that fact, even if he's not the type to jump on beside me. I accept that he doesn't have the same sense of adventure I do, and I'm totally okay with that. More than okay really... because I don't have to worry about his safety. Well, that's all for now folks. In a nutshell, I'm excited, anxious and most of all... grateful.
In God's perfect love,
Rosanne
