New beginning

I am using the "overcoming overeating" method of dieting right now and I have not weighed myself in ages it seems like.  My boyfriend reassures me and somehow I am able to function even with my body image issues but it's time to take things one step further.  It's time to hit the gym.  I am leaving work at 4pm now to get to the gym about the same time as my boyfriend when we move in together (next week, I am SO excited).  Today I got to work late so I

I don't want to be part of this world today. My body aches, my stomach is nauseous and I am so irritable. It is as though I need to be shut out from everyone and everything in order to function. I don't want to eat, work, or communicate with even the most basic of necessary words. For a brief moment, I envisioned Ron rubbing my back

Hello world,
    Happy leap year.  I have sooo much to do today but I couldn't seem to get my day started without reporting on last night's workout.  
    Well, there was no workout last night, at least not physically. But emotionally it was a well needed, cathartic, rewarding experience with my boyfriend.  I really do have such a blessing in my life and I don't want to