I am going to do this!!

So today I get home from a long day out at work.. and I start to read my book.  It is 50 Shades of Grey book 3.. amazing, I know.  But then my mom comes in and tells me that I need to do something and then asks me if I am going to fit into my dress for my sisters wedding.  I know this may sound like I am putting blame on other people, but I lost 10 lbs since I was fitted for that dress.  I don't think it is all my fault here.. But yes I do realize that I could be doing more than I am.  But anyways.  When I hear this I start crying, because I feel like my mom should be a support, and not telling me all this stuff.  She has said many times that she was going to help me lose weight, and never has.  But today I finally told her that it hurt when she said this to me.  She asked if I wanted to join a fitness club and she would pay for it.  I kinda like this idea, but I want to go to a differnt fitness club than she suggested.  The one I want to go to is about 40 miles away... I know.. But one of my good friends is joining that gym and we will be support for each other.  I think that is important too.  Plus I was previously a member of this gym and loved it. 

Today was along day, but I did make progress with my mom.  See me and my mom don't talk about feelings, or anything that really matters much. I feel bad sometimes, but that is the way I grew up.  I never talked about anything important.  I just kept it to myself.