Minnesota Momma

Today was the first day of our county fair.  Of course I was not looking forward to this for so many reasons.  The first being that I feel so extremely FAT and out of shape.  If I can avoid the public eye, I'm all about that.  The second being that since I am a FOOD ADDICT - well I don't need to explain that one.  I hate the fact that I let food dictate my day.  Everything seems to revolve around that one thing.  I HATE THAT...more than I can even begin to explain.  I realize that and now I'm ready to change that.  This week is just the pre-curser for what is to come - and I know that.  It's funny how when you make up your mind to change things and set an imaginary starting line...you can't wait to get there.  My line is this coming Sunday.  I knew that if I tried to do it this week (with the fair) I wouldn't be successful, so Sunday it is.  I have even started tracking my exercise and food just so that it becomes a habit.  The upside to that today is that I see that I didn't overindulge to much.  YEAH!!!  Of course I have 2 more days left of temptations....let's hope that I can stay with just one treat a day and we can go from there.....I will be successful....I will be awesome at this...I will keep working hard at this...I know I can do this....yes!