Minnesota Momma

Today was the first day of our county fair.  Of course I was not looking forward to this for so many reasons.  The first being that I feel so extremely FAT and out of shape.  If I can avoid the public eye, I'm all about that.  The second being that since I am a FOOD ADDICT - well I don't need to explain that one.  I hate the fact that I let food dictate my day.  Everything seems to revolve around that one thing.  I HATE THAT...more than 

The day finally arrived.  Yep it's that day when you realize that working your butt off to lose that pound is just not enough.  The day that you have to face the music, put down that bon bon and fess up.  I've been hoping for the past 6 weeks that burning 400+ calories 3 days a week would yield me the results.  Instead I gave myself "permission" to keep over indulging - EXPECTING it to make up the difference.  I was LYING to myself.  SO.