Oh god, I am such a pig! Why do I do this? It's so fucking stupid. i NEED to lose weight before i go back to college. I need to. I can't face everyone there while i'm this horribly fat. And i know this, but i still just eat and eat and eat, and i eat such junk, and i do no exercise. I hate myself so much for it, but i don't change.
But this time i will. Tomorrow I will not eat mountains of junk. Back to living within limits, not that I've ever really done that. Either way, i'm sick of this crap. I will not be a fat pig forever.
